Ok, so many things happened and many things just refreshed me for 2 weeks or so.
My life started change 180 degree since one thing happened.
In a good way.
1st, I got a hair cut. I feel like I got rid of many of things bothering me for long time.
Now I have medium short hair,. I like it.
2nd, finally started to really reading the book "happiness project" that my besty David recommended to me.
3. I was at class of Human Geography the other day. my teacher asked to all of us "what is the ultimate goal as a human being?"
then I was kinda surprised how many of American students answered to have a happy family as their dream.
family first... hum. I guess that system doesnt match with me..... My goal? "live my life with my own way"
4, I was talking with other Japanese student who is here as an exchange student. She is my favorite since she came here. We've talked a lot about love and life. Sometimes, we talked like 4 hours in a car after I gave her a ride. by talking with her, I really realized how happiest family I have and I have grown up.
She said "I've seen my mom crying so many times because pf my dad...... probably that's why I want to have a happy family life in my later life. I just wanna have a happy family. that's kinda my goal in my future... "
I 've never thought so. I've been having a lot of different dreams but never had a dream to have a happy family. I think that's because having a happy family was not unusual thing. It was quite a normal thing for me. It was not a dream just something comes with my life.
Then I reached the conclusion that more American students have a dream to have a happy family because they had a such a hard time as family in childhood. There may exist the relationship with the high divorce rate in the U.S.
5. in 2 weeks, I'm going to Mexico! woo hoo I literally can't wait to get out of this place. I like cincy but I always need like adventurous thing. Being and settling down at one place is easy and comfy but doesn't give me the exciting feeling. Of Course, being in Cincy for 2 yeears, I got to know many people and got many influence from others. that's a probably the good side of settling down at one place. You know many people
I need an adventure. can't wait.
yea i know i have to study more spanish... i'm just procrastinating lol I will :)
This weekend, my friends and I are going to cabin for one night :)
it's gonna be fun time.... :)
