so.... now it's DAY 28 IN NYC NOW LOL

I know it's been a while to write a blog but there are somedays and some stuff going on last week till Tues July 5th which I don't want to expose to anonymous people.

so I will just write since then.
July 6th (DAY 26 in NYC)
I went to try-out work at night after my internship work. My internship is from 9:30am - 6:30 pm. After that, I got a snack to fill my stomach alittle and went to a bar to work. It's a Japanese style of bar but can make good money there. Worked from 8 to past midnight.

well surprisingly I was not that tired.

July 7th (DAY 27 NYC)
work ...  I mean it's been really boring and nothing for my future. I don't know how my co-workers can work here in boring job for like 6 , 7 years. I can't....
This is not freaking anything I want to do.I knew this is not but I wanted to continue at least a month.... I know I got a week off so technically I only work here in 3 weeks. I'm supposedly working here till August 26th. Since I'm involving NPO group Table For Two a lot lately, I decided to change my internship from August.

I was gonna quit my internship here on the end of July. but I can't stand anymore. This is not freaking whatever I want to do... stupid job.

so I went up to my boss and told him "Work here is not the work I expected as an internship and I want to involve more for Table For Two in the rest of summer so I will quit this internship by next Wednesday 13th since it's just a month since I started working here."

He was like " oh, ok. but what was what you expected before you come here"
I said" like marketing or event planning "

then I figured out at least I got to know I cannot do desk work for like 8 hours through this internship.

and I kinda getting to know about myself that I want to do something I can communicate with people and create something.

so It was good to do this internship even tho this was not my job. Experience makes your variety of thinking and possibility.

今日思ったこと
忘れたくても忘れられないこと、考えたくなくても考えちゃうことは、忘れようとか考えまいとかいう風に自分を抑えないのが一番で、考えたければ考えればいい。忘れられなければそれでいいって思うようになった。

yea I accidently took a ferry to staten island. I thought it's going to statue of liberty but we just passed lol

 yea he is famous, we know you, Naked cowboy!! and I also saw naked caw girl at somewhere too lol faaaaaake

 small tiny shoes for kids!!! soooooo cuuuuute!!!!

 dipping dipping

 oh converse... gives me a kinda headache by seeing this huge wall lol

 yea cuz it's July 4th

 at uniqulo

 salmon calpaccio

 yes, gay marriage is legal in NYC nowwwww!!

 He played a multiple of instruments at the same time.

 famous Nathan's hotdog in Coney Island. watched the TV of hot dog eating contest in breakfast lol but glad that I didn't go there. It was sooooooo many ppl ! >v<

 Shrimp cacktail

mask...? but they are really good at it.